About childhood dream

I saw a video in the youtube, about a young professor Randy, who got the cancer and will die soon, the topic of the video is about childhood dream. How many dreams he has, and how does he try to realize them. It is a very impressive lesson.

Well, thereby, I started to think and remember my childhood dream, which seems lost for quite a long time. When I was very small, I was expected to be an artist, drawing the nice picture, etc. My father started to train me when I was four. Somehow, I believe I have the talent of drawing and writing. But that seems not my cake.:) In the high school, I am good at chemistry, and wish to be a chemist. Probably I will invent some new medicine to heal incurable disease. But somehow, this goal did not stay long with me. In the university, I am very passionate with news and reporting, and I became a leader of unviersity journalist team.

And then I am now on the track of marketing. Marketing is something that really can excited me. It is such a amazing subject which combines lots of my hobbies and talents. Well, this is about my career, but perhaps not dream.

Even though I changed many times about what I really will do in my life, but one thing has never changed since I am very young. I remember one day, I was just writing down a random sentence in my diary, which I never forget, "I wish I could go to discover, remember and record all the beautiful, true, lovely, and kind moment and things in the world, with my heart, my camera, and my pen". And I believe this is something really special for me, and I gradually accept that is my mission, since it has followed me so many years without change.

People say, one's behavior is supported by his/her internal value, this is totally true. Even though, during certain period of life, you can be lost, confused, and no exact aim for life, but your value is so strongly influencing you. I love marketing, I do, but somehow, I just can not satisfy myself if I have to limited to Chinese marketing. My value told me, I should fly, I should see the world. I should not settle down and stop exploring, so I am continuing, even though, sometimes, it is just so hard.

Next time, I should make a long list about what I wish to come true when I was young.

1. I wish I could go to the coffee garden in Africa, and see how coffee is growing.
2. I wish I could travel around the world, because of my work.
3. I wish I will learn how to fly, with airplane. How to dive, and how to do cool water-skiing.
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